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Vindu [Nov. 20th, 2008|01:37 pm]

i_like_music
[Current Music |angels, robbie williams]

It is quite nice to sit indoors writing your thesis and see the rain turn into snow within seconds outside.
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[Nov. 20th, 2008|02:11 am]

athenemiranda
[Current Mood | cold]
[Current Music |Dar Williams - Buzzer]

I have insomnia again. I also have 'Wtf is wrong with you?' regarding the entire American species, again, or at least all the ones hereabouts; they cannot bear a little autumn nip, they are entirely ill-equipped to snug it out, and their houses are so shoddy and draughty that they actually have to worry about burst pipes indoors, something that rarely occurs in colder places I've lived in. They don't have draught excluders (I've laid folded towels down) or woolly socks.

I've been walking, reading, running, dithering, dreaming - still all in circles. We went to see Quantum of Solace last week, and watched Casino Royale at home last night; the latter is, still, as dramatic and thoughtful and almost as strong in culture as the book it was named after. I adore that film. QoS was great fun, but compares poorly in the intelligence stakes, and has far less emotional depth. And still, I walked out of it telling anyone who'd listen how much I love Europe. Europe which can survive a little unexpected cold, for the same bloody reason - we didn't, because we couldn't, do this foul thing America has done to itself, of taking the beautiful land we walk on and treating it slobbishly, of laying down as much as they could afford with no regard for anything but size and money. And then Americans go to their giant multiplexes and look at things from Europe, and by absorbing that morsel of culture and reality, they are able to survive in their dead state of numbers and nothing - like vampires.

This is, of course, just my bitchy, homesick opinion of the situation. (Europe has, of course, done the opposite: taken down all the trees, tamed the hills level. But I would rather be there right now; however, I am not, and there is yet more I want to learn about this place).

I'm still trying to work out what was being said, in an emotional sense; the original Quantum of Solace was a Fleming short story which barely involved JB himself; he was merely listening to someone else's story (the same's also true of Octopussy - which, in the canon, was the name of someone's pet octopus, you fucking pervs), one I barely remember now other than that it was about cruelty. About people who do not even have that much, not the slightest bit of solace in their hearts. So I felt like it was being turned on JB and the story was going 'No. Yes. Maybe. Yes. But no!' at its own title. I wish this arc was gearing up to a remake of From Russia With Love, but I bet it's not. Rights issues, I can smell it.

Also, Camille was hot, but she looks a bit like Wren sometimes, and that's scary. Craig was hotter in the last film than this one. Not enough naked, and worse, some of it involved socks.


...


Total Thought Control: 618 energy credits
2 decent infantry units, 1 transport foil, 9 plasma garrisons and a sea former: 12 minerals/turn.
Planetary Transit System: 300 minerals.
A petulant phone call from Miriam demanding I now give her Superconductor or, or, or else: priceless.
(For everything else, there's the Merchant Exchange).


And, I love this song. It is my favourite thing on the new Dar album. It may be the best song about a single scientific experiment that has ever been written. Ever. Album is mostly underwhelming, but also has a nice - though strangely unconvincing - cover of Midnight Radio, plus I really like the last track, Summerday.

You all need to read this, btw.
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[Nov. 19th, 2008|10:45 pm]

star_fire13

Sometimes I think I'm full of misplaced love. Without Lover #1, I seem to have transferred my affections down to Johnny Harper. I almost told him that I loved him tonight. But the thing is, I don't love him in a lusty way. I genuinely care about him. There's a ton of drama going on right now, and I just want him to be alright. He's helping to keep me sane.

I miss Lover #1 so much. I miss just talking to him. I missed knowing that he'd always be there for me, that I'd have someone to turn to no matter what. I miss the safety and security of knowing that no matter what I did or said, he'd always love me and be willing to help make everything better.

 

Or so I thought.

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[Nov. 19th, 2008|02:30 pm]

iloveshea
[Current Mood | pumped.]

alright, so... new plan.




i'm going to learn how to snowboard. something i've wanted to do for YEARS now. and since i'm going to the alps in like three months, well, it might be pretty fucking cool to at least try it.



i mean, i'm tired of locking myself indoors once the cold sets in.

i'm tired of being like OH FUCK... SNOW. and having nothing to do when it happens.

i'm tired of being so horribly out of shape (hence I am going to find a gym tonight and avoiding bodyworks like the PLAGUE so if anyone has any advice of someplace better to go around here... let me know.)

i'm tired of not being involved in a sport anymore. it's sad. like, no really... it DEPRESSES me.


the advice i've gotten so far is that the shorter you are, the easier it is to snowboard... so that helps. before i commit to buying anything though, i'm going to probably take a few lessons. i wish powder ridge was still open since i'm pretty sure its the closest place to go... -grumblegrumble-


i'm going to call gus later and see what he thinks i should do. i think jordan will be a great help as well.



and hey, anyone else who reads this that can contribute anything useful... i.e. best brands to buy, tips... etc. etc.


oh and p.s. - yahoo answers is the BEST website EVS.
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but i'm so tender and juicy [Nov. 19th, 2008|03:47 pm]

panzertron
[Current Mood | bored]

Leo [July 23 - August 22]
You'll have mixed feelings this week when several leading gourmands describe you as "succulent" and "falling off the bone."
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just a thought [Nov. 19th, 2008|03:41 pm]

panzertron
a softer world
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Work in progress...800 word essay. [Nov. 19th, 2008|06:40 pm]

the_noisemaker
Zero tolerance policing

Zero tolerance policing is a method of crime control which was first used in New York in the mid 1990’s. New York’s police chief, William J Bratton, was the first to have developed this style of policing which was then used in the streets of New York, which then later came to be used by the British metropolitan police in the UK, after shadow home secretary Jack Straw visited NYC in 1995 and witnessed firsthand how this method of policing had made NYC a safer environment for the law abiding to live within and low crime statistics for homicide which stood to prove that “zero tolerance” had been a huge success in the fight against crime and anti-social behaviour in NYC.

During the 1980s homicide was at an all time high in NYC as was antisocial behaviour which was considered a major problem too in many other cities across America. With crack cocaine being distributed in huge proportions in NYC the problem of crack cocaine use had become epidemic. Many experts at the time believed that there was a connection between the selling and use of crack and the growing rate of homicide. Because of the nature of drug dealing, many involved in the buying and selling of crack decided that they should carry weapons for protection. Weapons such as guns or knives were used to protect them self’s from being robbed of their money or the illegal substance and because of this homicide rates rose greatly in socially deprived areas of NYC. Police corruption was a major problem too, with drug dealers being robbed of their money and drugs by the actual police themselves, so something had to be done to improve NYC. (brit.j.crimnol – 1999 –zero tolerance or cracks decline – p 531)

Many academics and experts are very sceptical that homicide rates have fallen due to zero tolerance. Many argue that the people who were involved in gang warfare during the 80s and early 90s and who were selling the crack are now imprisoned or have been rehabilitated while in prison, so the homicide rate would become lower because of this, but others argue that the main reason is that people are more educated on drugs such as crack cocaine so are not using the substance, which has stopped supply and demand, and a decline in crime. (brit.j.crimnol – 1999 –zero tolerance or cracks decline)

The Broken windows hypothesis was a sociological theory that William Bratton implemented on zero tolerance policing. The early theory in the 1980s focused mainly on crime that occurred in the NYC subway and transit system and Measures were made to make the subway a safer place. The basic hypothesis on broken windows theory is that if you have a building and a window is broken, if the window isn’t fixed within a few days then other windows will be smashed until the building becomes neglected. The early theory looked towards placing police on foot patrols instead of the police patrolling in vehicles which made people feel safer but this method of placing police on foot patrols later became discredited and considered ineffective in fighting crime.

The later hypothesis which was published in 1996 (Criminological perspectives- Broken windows – the police and neighbourhood safety – J Wilson and G kelling – p 400-411) looked towards the police arresting people for crimes of an antisocial nature, the first broken window, according to the hypothesis is panhandlers (aggressive beggars), followed by squeegee merchants (people who stand at traffic lights and wash cars windscreens), graffiti writers and street drinkers. Zero tolerance involved arresting people who commit crimes such as this, which before, were considered trivial. If crimes such as mentioned were “nipped in the bud”, more serious crimes such as mugging and crimes of violence could be tackled before they are committed. Stop and frisk, known as stop and search in the UK, was a major turning point in tackling homicide because people who were carrying weapons and/or drugs could be caught by using this method of zero tolerance policing. Bratton also increased the NYPD by 20% of the original amount of police officers, which was the equivalent of moving the entire Chicago police department in to a precinct in NYC.

The NYPD also had computer software developed for their use which is called "COMPSTAT". This software is used to generate statistics so that it’s possible to see where certain criminal acts are being carried out in areas of NYC which criminal analysts can use to predict crime and highlight problem areas. (The sage dictionary of criminology – p-59)


However, In the UK, zero tolerance policing began in 1997 when the then in waiting, labour Prime-Minister, Tony Blair, was asked if he agreed with zero tolerance, policing, and his answer was “yes”. In society today, crimes such as street drinking and urinating in public are now dealt with by issuing fines, but behaviour where an individual constantly participates in antisocial conduct, can be dealt with more seriously. Even though the antisocial behaviour might not be an offence which warrants the person being arrested, the individual can be taken to the civil court (magistrates) and be awarded an ASBO – antisocial behaviour order. To breach the order is a crime and the person can then be arrested for breaching the order. Such things as curfew and areas in city centres where an individual might be told they cannot enter are often conditions of an ASBO. Many newspapers have labelled modern day British society as “the ASBO generation”.



Word count - 916

Bibliography

journal of criminology - volume 39 - no 4 - autumn 1999- the rise and fall of New York murder - zero tolerance or cracks decline? Benjamin Bowling.

Criminological perspectives – essential readings – 2nd edition – 2003 –sage publications – (Broken windows – the police and neighbourhood safety – J wilson and G kelling – p 400.)

The Sage dictionary of criminology - Sage -2006

Online newspaper articles –

June 3, 1996 – The New Yorker - Why is the city suddenly so much safer---could it be that crime really is an epidemic? - http://www.gladwell.com/1996/1996_06_03_a_tipping.htm

February 28, 2006, There Are No Cracks in the Broken Windows? By William Bratton & George Kelling - http://www.nationalreview.com/comment/bratton_kelling200602281015.asp
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one more soul to the call, for all, in silence [Nov. 19th, 2008|12:25 pm]

panzertron
[Current Mood | tired]

Okay, so now that I've been able to digest Silent Hill: Homecoming a little more, I guess it's time for my thoughts on it. And here they are. )
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;) [ this calls for a toaast, so pour the champane.] [Nov. 19th, 2008|08:12 am]

empathicmuse
[Current Mood | refreshed]
[Current Music |i write sins, not tragedies - panic! at the disco]

an opportunity presented itself. i could ask why he fucked her. and i asked if it ever occured to her how it would make me feel. and his answers revealed that he really dint understand how it would affect me. that the only thing he thought about was the having sex part. and how if he had sex with me it would've been more complicated that with her. not how having sex with the one person that tried to fuck up our relationship would fucking crush me. that never occured to him. becuase, as far as i can see, he's on the same wavelength as her. he thought oh we're broken up so it doesnt matter. where i lost 15 pounds, cried every day and every night for weeks, was more or less broken for longer than i should ever allow myself to be. and since i seemed happy that i was happy and okay. the only thing he thought about the complications that would occur. not how what he did could
ve crushed me again. and did crush me again. but only for a moment. what it boiled down to was hormones and pride and it just showed how selfish he was.

what was my saving grace? tiger. the same man that made the bad dreams go away, also was the one that saved me from falling apart over the actions of an ex. i was happy with him. i am happy with him. and if i hadnt had him to look to, i probably would've fallen again. becuase i feel like i got the better end of the deal. I honestly did. so its okay. I dont really care anymore. but before i asked these things i'd had closure. and now my curiousity has been filled. and i'm okay. now i know. and i've still moved on ;)
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Oh, come on. [Nov. 19th, 2008|02:19 am]

jericho
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I went to bed last night at 9:00 PM, hoping to get about eight hours of sleep before I had to get up for work.

Yeah, no. My body decides that it wants only four or five hours of sleep, wakes me the hell up, and now I'm sitting here waiting for the chicken noodle soup to heat.
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*sigh* [Nov. 19th, 2008|12:13 am]

scsi
I would of had emailpost working an hour ago if cryo wouldn't of tweaked
my config file.. :( :( :( :( :(
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Be my savior and I'll be your downfall [Nov. 18th, 2008|11:12 pm]

veggie_runt
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[Current Mood | contemplative]
[Current Music |Ever the Same- Rob Thomas]

I don't know if I should say anything seeing as this could not only ruin now, but could also ruin my future.

Cryptic, I know. I just don't want to outright say anything because apparently I don't know what I want. I know what everyone else wants, but what about me? Frankly, I'm tired of making bad choices for myself.

This is a problem even watching youtube videos of Rob Thomas cannot fix.

In other news, I haven't updated in a while! Therefore, I must update you.
Last monday night I went with Ben to the Break and Repair Method concert (I guess it was ACTUALLY Matt Nathanson's but...whatever Matt). I MET Paul Doucette. I texted cindy and michelle about it but they didn't really give me the reaction I wanted considering they know how in love with Matchbox Twenty I am. But I MET him. I have a picture of me with him, but I am lazy and don't want to post it.

Failed Macro exam. Got 80 on the Geo exam. I'm stressing. I need money.

Ugh. this doesn't even hold a candle to everyones recent updates. I just don't know what I can or cannot say. Shouldn't care, I know, but I do.

I'm pondering life and where I want to end up. I want a life that is moving like a good song. I want a love that keeps me strong. I want a house with a hundred acres of land. I want to feel like I'm doing something worth my while. I want friends that are here to stay.
I want to be a rock; and anchor. I want to hold it together.
I want some space and time.
But really, what I want most of all is to be happy with my own life.
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A second read. [Nov. 18th, 2008|08:26 pm]

jericho
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I'm rereading Irvine Welsh's Trainspotting.

And holy shit, it's even better than I remember.
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hoooldd upp [Nov. 18th, 2008|10:59 pm]

final_angel53
[Current Mood | happy]
[Current Music |live your life - t.i. & rihanna]

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yeyeye you know how it is, comment and i'll likely add you. :)
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This stuff actually happens in real life. [Nov. 18th, 2008|02:03 pm]

jericho
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I just got home from work.

My day went well--Irene is a great manager, and I think I'll get the hang of things on the sales floor by the end of the week.

But. This is not what this entry is about.

This entry is about this old white fag who came into the store, made a beeline for me, started chatting me up, asked me about myself and then spent seven minutes telling me how all Filipinos no matter where they are in the world are "fucking liars" who are "full of shit" and are "crippled by their own insecurity" and whose culture "has no values."

I wanted nothing more than to kick his ass right there and then.

But I am my mother and father's son. I was raised well, and I am educated.

So I reigned in the fury building up inside my chest, and said polite things like: "It's unfortunate that that's been your experience, but I disagree with you completely and I think you're wrong. Nor do I think it's fair for you to make wild and, quite frankly, insulting generalizations about an entire people so casually especially since you're an outsider to the culture."

I wasn't about to lower myself to whatever shithole realm of hate he's passing off as normal interpersonal communication.

Then excused myself from the conversation to go help another customer.

I kept almost saying, "I'm sorry that that's been your experience," or "Wow, I'm sorry you've blah blah blah."

I wasn't about to be sorry for anything with this asshole. Fuck him.

I just could not believe his nerve, standing there and spitting this hatred on me, my native country, my family, my grandma, my little brothers, my teachers, my mentors, my priests, my language, the shape of my nose, my ancestors, my fried rice, my cheesy love songs, my beautiful art songs, my dance, my music, my dwendes and enkantos, my revolutionaries, my heroes.

Everything Filipino, this man told me he hates. "How can you have any kind of relationship with a Filipino?" he asked me, or maybe rhetorically--who the hell knows.

I wanted to slit his throat and piss on his corpse.

This isn't representative of my American experience. Nor does it happen often. Though "often" is such a relative term; I can say confidently that I encounter outright hate like this once or twice a year, and I live in Bay Area, California, so what the fuck.

And you know what? Within this particular context, this isn't even the kind of prejudice and ignorance anybody should be worried about. Sure, whatever, he hurt my feelings. Boofuckinghoo. But at the end of the day, this is peanuts. This is small fries. This is not worrisome.

What's worrisome is when people who are this ignorant and this pissed off at the little brown dudes are involved in: your employment; your paycheck; local, state, and federal legislation; the jury of your so-called peers; your education; law enforcement.

Or, more succinctly: institutions that have very real and physical consequences in your life as an individual who's part of larger a society.

So I got this guy spewing hatred at me. And, really, who gives a shit? I'm still intelligent. I'm still cute. I'm still one of the coolest, funniest, drunk-ass people you've never met but would love to.

Sure, he disturbed me for a bit, but I'm over it.

What I can't get over is this: What if this guy wields power and authority in an institution? How many Filipinos has he screwed over just because he hates them?

Not gonna lie: I imagined perhaps a dozen or two violent ways in which this guy gets killed.

And then I just felt sad for him, because seriously. He's going to get reincarnated as a maggot if he doesn't stop being a dick.
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[Nov. 18th, 2008|09:25 pm]

manywings
Okay, nobody told me that the Flaming Lips feature film Christmas on Mars has finally been released! I didn't know until the Washington Post Express on a whim printed something about it yesterday. Bad universe, very bad.

That, combined with the newly released season 4 of the present-day Dr. Who makes my Netflix queue very appealing.
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Starfucking. [Nov. 18th, 2008|02:20 am]

jericho
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Fuck, this chick is so good.

Her prose is so fucking gorgeous.

I am dead from envy.
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Here it comes. [Nov. 17th, 2008|10:48 pm]

jericho
I have to make my first payment toward my student loan in ten days.

The monthly payment isn't terribly huge, but it's discouraging, 'cause I don't think I'll get as many hours of work a week as I was hoping for.

;asdkjfasfh
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[Nov. 18th, 2008|06:37 am]

loves_alter_ego
i still cry when i see this video, but i feel good, i feel optimistic, i don't think we can get any sadder.

i listened to a podcast called 'counting the dead in iraq'. the talk was given by a man who had done two surveys on the death toll in iraq. he seemed pretty detached and just obsessed with numbers, it seemed very unlikely that he had any political intent. from what i remember, the survey was a door-to-door, random cluster survey. they actually had to leave out places like fallujah because they made the count too HIGH.

both of his surveys came to the approximate conclusion that 600 000 have died since the war began.

that's SIX HUNDRED THOUSAND :( the average american estimated 9000 or something sadly ignorant like that.

mostly civilians, WAY too many children

iraq is smaller than saskatchewan, imagine six hundred thousand of your friends being blown up.

and you can't even go to a PEACE rally these days without seeing defaced pictures of george bush with nasty slogans on them, it's really sad. let's not fuel the ego.



my hype isn't obama, my hype is optimism.
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ltnp [Nov. 18th, 2008|01:24 am]

vaire
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[Current Mood | *raising the eyebrows of Doom*]

I really must remember to post in my other journals more often. *slaps self silly*

Well, let's see what's been going on since I last posted here....?
rant under cut )
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